Lately, i've been missing so many things. I'm just really tired of being alone. I'm sorry if I seem like I always need someone...in truth...I do. I love being able to share things and get little kisses. I feel like im wasting away. I feel so transparent when im near him because I know he knows what im thinking and feeling but can't/won't do anything about it. I fucking miss you. That said, I guess I can attempt to keep moving in the direction that best suits my life. Like you said, "Trying never hurt"
I think it's time to grab my floppy straw hat, my cats, and my camera and live for me. I won't love for you anymore. Yes, i'll still love you but not be in love with you because frankly, you suck at returning that. :D Night night and sweet dreams.
pe es. i'm glad you're my bestfriend and listen to my shit problems and give me uber good hugs!
:When you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me,' you just scream.: